i would make myself a normal girl for you if i could. i don’t care how hard it would be or what i’d have to sacrifice to make it happen.
if only my deepest wishing and willingness to sacrifice made any difference on that score.
i’m so ready to do anything to just be a normal girl, but nothing in the universe can be done to make that happen.
i’m broken, i’m scarred. and i’m alone.
please don’t leave me all alone.
i know i can’t be a real girl or exactly look like one but i can try really hard to be as pleasing to you as my hideous form and lifetime of trauma will allow me to be.
please give me a chance.
don’t leave me alone and broken like this
[link to an article from 2009]
i feel like an embarrassing mistake of nature with pretty hair and a very strong need for affection that my disfigured appearance makes impossible for me to satiate.
my hair is really soft and even tho i don’t 100% look like a girl and am ugly as sin i still have soft girl skin come play with me